Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Why Blogging ?

"Nice to read to your blogs, how come you find ideas and more importantly time ?", Anil asked me sometime back. I remember I asked a similar question to my friend, Raveen last year, "Why do you go out for trekking? What fun can there be in climbing mountains ?". To which he had answered, "Trekking is like self-test and self-stress. I like to put myself under some challenge to see how much I can take ?". I might not have such simple answer but this post tries to answer why I do blogging or why I find blogging interesting ?

By nature I usually indulge in those activities which are meaningful to me or which make me think. While I was writing my first blog (six things to be unlearned) I was very frustrated because I could not make certain set of people to see logic and reasons. May be I am not that good in articulating things while speaking. So, I decided to write and share my thoughts with those people (hopefully they have read it). To be more concrete, I spent more than 15 dollars to send a letter to India explaining in details how illogical and impractical their opinions and decisions were (and those people didn't even accept the post). Anyways thats how it got started. There was a second reason which instigated me to write blog. I was writing an essay on "What I learned in USA?" (I haven't posted it yet) and subsequently blogging helped me realize that writing something constructive is really a mental exercise and it can as well be fun.

So, the practice of blogging turned out to be a good way to vent out frustration. After writing something, I do feel less stressed and less frustrated as I feel I could express something I had in mind. Again, time is barely an issue since I space out things over days and write in piecemeal.

A general theme so far has been on criticism and sarcasm and what you read is pretty much what and how I think. I am not that social and outgoing person but I just love to observe things - how people are saying things, what they are saying, what they are wearing, etc. So, if you have talked to me and I haven't complemented you on something, that does not mean I haven't noticed it in you.

Being involved in research work, we are continuously reminded that writing is a skill and we should learn to sell our work. For me it is a training ground where I can learn to organize thoughts, express relevant issues and get feedback from peers. Moreover, in this busy world we may not always find it easy to approach someone to share what we feel or what we have read. This asynchronous mode of blogs really helps doing that (doing the same through emails would be considered as spam). Oh yeah ! once my friend told me that if I want to find a date I can share my blogs to impress her.

Somehow ideas pour in faster than I can write. Since PhD students don't have official non-working time, sometimes it is difficult to find spare time from doing experiments and writing technical papers. But all those who have read and commented my blogs, please continue to do so and continue to give your valuable opinions. Some of the next releases will be on topics like -- Bengalies, Wierd Human Activities, how to find a 2-body problem and so on.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Contradictions, I always like !

I always like to read contradictory statements or know counter-intuitive arguments. It gives me much fun to see how human beings could be irrational. Nobel Prize in 2002 was given to Economists who showed that human beings are irrational (does that mean, game-theory premises are not valid ?). Here is a collection of 10 such contradiction (as mark of irrationality) I remember to have read or observed:

1. Why do we kill people who kill people to show that killing people is wrong ? This raises the question, should we support capital punishment ? I feel life-imprisonment is tougher than capital punishment.

2. Killing for peace is like fucking for virginity. Why do we have UN peace keeping forces ? The same people that US had trained in Iraq to fight against Iran or Russia are called terrorists today. Isn't it too much emphasis to say, I would like to cut my hands to become ambidextrous ?

3. When it is winter, we wear woollen clothes and keep complaining how cold it is. When it is summer, we complain how hot and humid it is. People living in temperate climatic conditions go to hill stations. What do they really want ?

4. Everybody wants to go to heaven but why nobody wants to die. What kind of place is heaven then ?

5. People are often seen bragging about being modest. Also, have you observed people who are never too busy to say that they are busy ?

6. If I buy chicken sandwich, french fries and coke combo meal, it will cost me around $5.00. But if I buy those separately, it might cost me more than $7.00. Why should there be any difference ? I don't think this kind of pricing should be as retail pricing of commodities.

7. Why do people prefer spending money in going to movies, smoking cigaretters, drinking beer than buying one $1 lottery every month ? Are we too lazy or too pessimistic ?

8. Why do we feel shy in showing our private organs but eager to see others' ? Why are we enthusiastic in showing our face, hands, other limbs ? What is so private here, we all have and we know. Someone said, opinion is like asshole, everybody has one but nobody wants to see others'.

9. Why is it expensive to buy bikinis than to buy a shirt or trouser ? Making bikinis barely needs any skill or clothes.

10. Why do Americans spend money to make and watch scary movies as well as celebrate Halloween parties ?

Do let me know if you know of such facts.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006


WASTE and WANT !

I cannot agree more with the observation made by Bill Waterson in the above comics, Calvin and Hobbes (click to enlarge). Yesterday I screwed up badly in queueing theory exam doing several silly mistakes and my mood was off for the remaining day . How badly I wanted to get A or A+. I could not write even 10 lines of code after that. Today, I was told by the instructor that I got high marks in the class and might get A+. The news didn't send even a spark of excitment through me as if it was no big deal. Being a typical scorpion, may be it is my inherent trait to look for new things always. I get bored with monotonous things quickly. This is not a mark of a good researcher as a good researcher should dig one hole as deep as possible apart from looking for new ideas. There is another concern, this trait of mine might put extra pressure on my spouse to appear and sound new and different every day. May be I should change !